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Over a year ago, I left a Mariah Carey concert in Las Vegas after six songs. I had gone on the trip as a present to myself for turning forty. But I couldn't enjoy it.I was high on multiple...

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Original Title
Unpacked Sparkle: A Story of Grief and Recovery
Edition Format
Kindle Edition
Number of Pages
163 pages
Book Language
English
Ebook Format
PDF, EPUB

Some brief overview of this book

Over a year ago, I left a Mariah Carey concert in Las Vegas after six songs. I had gone on the trip as a present to myself for turning forty. But I couldn't enjoy it.

I was high on multiple drugs, but mostly crystal meth, and extremely drunk. I had been this way the majority of the year and a half since my partner Pack had suddenly passed away. I found him dead on the bath Over a year ago, I left a Mariah Carey concert in Las Vegas after six songs.

I had gone on the trip as a present to myself for turning forty. But I couldn't enjoy it. I was high on multiple drugs, but mostly crystal meth, and extremely drunk.

I had been this way the majority of the year and a half since my partner Pack had suddenly passed away. I found him dead on the bathroom floor one January morning while I was getting ready for work. The police told me I had no rights in my own home and asked me to leave.

This was before gay marriage became legal. Life as I knew it changed instantly. His family pretended I didn't exist.

They mauled our home the day he died, leaving it a ravaged mess. I was kicked out of that home. I was also disinvited to his funeral.

In eight days I lost everything that mattered. Not even the law protected me from this. So I got high in an effort to shoulder the pain.

It didn't work. I carried the heavy weight of unresolved complicated grief and addiction on my back. It was like an elephant.

A large, unwieldy elephant that wanted me to die. No longer able to participate in anything that mattered and unwilling to bear this burden anymore, I went back to my hotel room on the twenty-sixth floor of a casino and looked out on the sparkly lights below. I wanted to be in the light.

So I opened the window and decided to jump. But God intervened. My mother had somehow found me.

Help came and I surrendered to the powerlessness of my situation. I asked God to help me. I stayed and I fought and I learned how to love myself.

I put on a pair of sparkly shoes I had bought for that barely attended concert and I walked in to the rooms of Crystal Meth Anonymous. I had bought the sparkly shoes hoping Mariah would see me in the audience. Though she didn't get the chance, you did.

You all embraced me and my sparkly shoes. They have become my calling card of experience, strength, and hope.

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